#gonna kms for 5 mins ill be back

[ice-devourer]

ASAGIRI WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU ASAGIRI

[filbosstalker]

HELLO Hi BUGSNAX FANDOM?? OMG I JUST GOT TUMBLR I CANT BELIEVE BUGSNAX IS STILL A THING IN 2024 HIIII tAKE THIS SELF INDULGENT SHIP EDIT ^_^

art does NOT belong to me blud 🙅‍♂️🙅‍♂️

go check out @unnierz/ @zunckerz and @skullinkz instead if u want cool art like bro their art is genuinely so pretty plpslsplspslspls foams at the mouth

[krunchylegs]

hi i havent been here in a min

i literally hate how ill have a few perfect days of eating in a low cal range but then when i start socializing i almost feel like i have to 'prove' im eating something to avoid suspicion but also i want the ppl around me to eat more but then my dumbass ends up eating more. also my mum caught me getting rid of half the chips on my plate and i was terrified shed ask if i was trying to starve or something 😭 idk if im paranoid but i think my parents r kind of aware that me and my sisyer have weird eating habits (i think they focus on my sister more than me anyway), bc she used to be underweight so i think that sometimes they get suspicious of us. like every now and again my mum will say something like "dont be trying to starve yourselves" and its like do i look like im fucking starving?? no i dont so im not.

its actually so annoying and i really hope that ill be able to drop weight without it being suspicious, but literally no one cares or notices it at all, i think im the only one that can see it :/.

also weight update, my weight fluctuated up to 54kg (kms) but i managed to gradually bring it back down to 51kg, im not sure how much ill weigh in at tomorrow but im praying it doesnt shoot back up bc i decided to be a fucking big back today. it felt like food was everywhere and i had to eat 5 meals in front of other ppl today in social settings so i couldnt even avoid it. i dont wanna pull out the "im not hungry" too much bc for years it would be a routine of eating something at my friends house every time i visit (bc his mum likes to make sure ppl are fed) and then its like my mums all like "you better not be starving yourself" when i say im not hungry or not in the mood to eat, like most of the time im genuinely not even hungry, like idek why i eat sometimes, like maybe its boredom, also i think sometimes i become a bit obsessed with food so then i start craving it more, but when im busy or just not interested in it then its like whatever, but i cant even lie im a "foodie" and when youve grown up with easy access to eating highly palatable fatty sugary foods your whole life, you end up developing a sweet tooth, but tbh ive been quite good with my food choices on my good days, which is most days really, like i try not exclude food groups because i dont think thats a good idea 😭 and plus it makes hiding this a lot easier, but the meals that i prepare for myself are low calorie but i feel like people r gonna like find out and stop me from reaching my gw, like i at least want to not feel like a fucking balloon for once